So Over

Originally posted on my Friendster blog on 17 November 2006.

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so i found out some things have changed on the philippine idol front, and a friend has said they're all for the good. the airing of the shows has moved from a sat-sun to a sun-mon night schedule. the voting period has been cut down to two hours from what used to be a 24-hour event. there are also guest judges who are said to be tougher and more critical than the resident judges. and thanks to all these changes, jeli mateo and ken dingle have now been eliminated, to which, yay, but then again, not! i'm just so over philippine idol by now it doesn't matter anymore (and as i say this, all my friends nod and say, 'about f&@%ing time too!').

i guess it can be likened to being in a relationship that has been so bad for a long time that even if things have started getting better, you find yourself not caring, because, really, you've moved on. it's like you wake up one morning, and you think, 'it just can't go on anymore.' and so you break if off. and while you think that maybe you have been harsh and cruel in your decision, because things, after all, are getting better, you know that no matter the good now, it just can't outweigh the bad before, so, really, it's the right thing to do. then you close your eyes. then you breathe. in the case of philippine idol, that would be your ears flapping to thank you for finally stopping the additional damage you've been inflicting on them.